About Me

Youth. Self Proclaimed (or maybe just a lofty fantasy) global citizen. Idealist. Wants to change the world. Thus crazy like hell. Has issues with sloth! (how am i supposed to change the world now?) Dreamer and wanderer

Friday, April 29, 2011

Irae

I think Irae means wrath. Cos Dies seems more like "day" then wrath LOL

WOW, a lot of different poems and songs called Dies Irae. Guess there is that certain appeal to judgement day? xD

Dies Irae (translated)

Spanish to chinese

我挂晾
来自太阳的记忆
我做了招标
昨天的怀旧

而且我不会哀悼
但我不能忘记
所有荒凉
这带来的海神

哦!

模具irae马力士放逐法师是(X5的)
放逐法师是

当太阳的呼喊
她的眼泪
黄金和痛苦

融白人
盖亚是淬火和哭泣

地球出汗恐怖死亡
白贪婪的上帝的名义
天空在哭泣,我做的水坑
我觉得我的生命在我面前溜走

不要忘了我
现在我要去一个遥远的地方
当你感到恐惧
如果没有告别生活

我将离开
安装在海风
我住在你的记忆
并睡在你的心

现在我的火山,自然灾害
全球变暖
没有人能淹没我的哭泣声
好吧,昨天获悉愤怒游泳

不要忘了我
现在我要去一个遥远的地方
当你感到恐惧
如果没有告别生活

我将离开
安装在海风
我住在你的记忆
并睡在你的心

和黎明,黑暗死亡
我要回来,我会飓风
我挂晾我对太阳复仇
最后达到最终报复

哦!

不要忘了我
现在我要去一个遥远的地方
当你感到恐惧
如果没有告别生活

我将离开
安装在海风
我住在你的记忆
并睡在你的心

马力士放逐法师是模具Irae(的X3)

Chinese seems more poetic than english translation so yea. AND DONT ASK ME FOR THE MEANING OF IRAE

Dies Irae

He puesto a secar
Los recuerdos frente al sol
He puesto a tender
La nostalgia del ayer

Y no voy a llorar
Pero no podré olvidar
Toda la desolación
Que los dioses trajeron del mar

¡Ohh!

Dies irae Malleus Maleficarum es (x5)
Maleficarum es

Cuando llora el sol
Sus lágrimas son
Oro y dolor

Se deshace el hombre blanco
se sació y gaia lloró

Muere la tierra sudando terror
La codicia del blanco en nombre de Dios
El cielo llora hace charcos y yo
Siento que se me escapa la vida ante mí

No te olvides de mí
Ahora voy hacia un lugar
En donde no existe el miedo
Donde no vive el adiós

Me marcharé
Montado en la brisa del mar
Yo viviré en tu memoria
Y dormiré en tu corazón

Ahora soy volcán, desastre natural
Calentamiento global
Ya nadie puede mis gritos ahogar
Pues ayer aprendieron de rabia nadar

No te olvides de mí
Ahora voy hacia un lugar
En donde no existe el miedo
Donde no vive el adiós

Me marcharé
Montado en la brisa del mar
Yo viviré en tu memoria
Y dormiré en tu corazón

Y al amanecer, al morir la oscuridad
Yo regresaré, yo seré el huracán
He puesto a secar mi venganza frente al sol
Llegará al fin la venganza final

¡Ohh!

No te olvides de mí
Ahora voy hacia un lugar
En donde no existe el miedo
Donde no vive el adiós

Me marcharé
Montado en la brisa del mar
Yo viviré en tu memoria
Y dormiré en tu corazón

Dies irae Malleus Maleficarum es (x3)

Loyal to No One

I first meet this man at the Capen street Tracks
In no shape for success headed nowhere to fast

He may have been someone once by the sound of his call
Now he answers to no one
NO-ONE AT ALL!

We all die alone, he shouted as he passed
With no sense of regret, see he never looked back

Though his pride was wounded, his ego was strong
Yea that was his Trouble and this is his Song

You said we die alone, in this case you were right
No friends by your side or family in sight
There'll be no talking your way out this time
So don't count the cash cause you leave it behind

His friends come and go like the seasons and tide
He can't keep a women they all realize
He loves them, leaves them, takes what he needs
He's loyal to no one, no one at all

You were brought up well still in spite of it all
You're touched by nothing, watch a man fall
Put a foot on his back to get a better view
Cause your loyal to No-one. NO-ONE BUT YOU!

You said we die alone, in this case you were right
No friends by your side or family in sight
There'll be no talking your way out this time
So don't count the cash cause you leave it behind

He was broken and tired wouldn't take a hand
Their kindness was simple but he couldn't understand

See it's hard to have faith in something so new
When your loyal to no one, NO-ONE BUT YOU!

You said we die alone, in this case you were right
No friends by your side or family in sight
There'll be no talking your way out this time
So don't count the cash cause you leave it behind

You said we die alone, in this case you were right
No friends by your side or family in sight

Okay, so yesterday was quite screwed up

I just feel like no one cares about me and i am just this second grade doll which anyone can come pick up and play with me while they are bored, and throw me away when a better toy comes.

Yea sure, it's true that's what i normally give people the impression of eh? like, "hey, im here yea, when you need me, im here" so yea, when people need me, im there for them.

AND THEN when i need them, i dont go around crawling for help and comfort. just not my type, why should i go around getting help from others? Can't i fix my own problems, cant i just fix myself?

True, i do go around getting help from others, but it stops after a while, and im gonna make sure it stops here and now totally.

I shall hope for nothing, and let's see how this works out.

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Life.

Life's tough. But make no mistake, it ain't gonna get any easier. Hell I wont be surprised if it gets much tougher. What i do know though, is that the only way to face the shit now, and the shit coming in, is to toughen up, YES, toughen up!

That's the only way to keep oneself going~

Toughening up for those one cares about and for

Last School Wednesday before Exams

Well...

yesterday was... BAD

heh, but it turns out that no matter how many bad things can happen in a day, each bad thing can't last that long, 1 minute time, and i can choose to let it go, or continue wallowing in misery and sorrow and emo shit and frustration and anger and disappointment. Well, yea, i just mentioned all the negative emotions i had yesterday

What good emotions did i feel? i felt bliss for a while, peace for a while too, actually kinda overlapped to today, but yea.

OMG, now im damn touched and happy~~

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Weekend 23/24 April 2011

I have totally slacked off the weekend...

Hug

I really need a reassuring hug now...

Friday, April 22, 2011

11.58

你在哪儿?D:

LOL

Who is "+" ask me physically leh~ Haha, well... Been very busy nowadays... Just work after work after work. All the projects... Better now (that's why I'm posting)

So yea... Mugger mode half switched on liao. But still wanna slack lor... xD

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

(: Random~

LoL! quite happy today... Day did not start well, but it ended good (: Shall study math now~

Friday, April 1, 2011

April's Fools

How much I hope that this is an April Fools Joke... Alas, it is not to be...

Wants

  • fire...
  • & Good company
  • Pretty much thats all...