In the multitudes of experiences, one must experience heaven and hell. Where one sets one's beliefs in unmoving stone, that is one's faith. And mine is set in love, in companionship, in living. And music, beauty, words, smiles, laughter, magic and coffee.
About Me
- Xavier
- Youth. Self Proclaimed (or maybe just a lofty fantasy) global citizen. Idealist. Wants to change the world. Thus crazy like hell. Has issues with sloth! (how am i supposed to change the world now?) Dreamer and wanderer
Saturday, August 27, 2011
Saturday, August 20, 2011
Friday, August 19, 2011
Today
Dunno what to post. Today was tiring. Had some intense tennis (not to mention chionging SMP poster just b4 CCA xD) well there... then i still chose to go down to train afterwards... LOL, so sad cannot watch the running events which was held doing CCA times and the only classmate i watched was Rachel who was frigging imba! she was like from 4th place push all the way to 1st place, and that's not enough! she even pulled like almost 10 metres ahead of the 2nd runner! WOAH, all in 400m xD so pro lo! i'm so proud of her HAHA
Then yea, was motivated to train hard cos saw faraday losing a lot of the runs really badly... >< Was doing tiong suan's drills but afterwards got bored and ran 200m (failed, stop at around 180m BUT BIG IMPROVEMENT KAY?) I dunno la but always running the time will like be super dead after the curve and i feel myself slowing down and stuff... I don't even know if I am running in a considerable okay form... Then ran against Muru, HyeonKyeong in 100m, lost to both of them. According to leon who was watching, apparently i was too straight liao so get tired damn fast... (point to note) Like around 1.5m behind the other 2... hai so fail... I must seriously do some solid training to be ready for next year lo...
Ohh i forgot to mention that before i got bored and stuff... Haha, some year 2s were training too... Got joanna there xD spent some time feedbacking her runs and running with her... She seems to be pumping her legs damn fast but then... Short... so like... her sprint around my relaxed striding pace(and I still can talk and comment somemore) then luther down there can't get the normal starting position and then he like... zzz, like usual la! just talk cock no action one, he is gonna be so screwed for Monday's events man... ><
Then on the way home, met isaac at the busstop and started talking rubbish, then guess what? yawen, methien(if spelled correctly) and kelvin appeared! LOL they were gonna take 151 too to sunset way for dinner HAHA. So like we waited at the busstop for like super long then 1 151 came. BUT FULL. and so we decided to walk down. then nothing else much interesting happened. but ohh, i overheard a group of ACJC guys gossiping about politics between the current contestors for next year's ACJC school Captain of the CCA they are in. It would seem that they are like the Year 2s... but then... not too sure too.
LOL wrote so much.
:/ was hoping to see you
Then yea, was motivated to train hard cos saw faraday losing a lot of the runs really badly... >< Was doing tiong suan's drills but afterwards got bored and ran 200m (failed, stop at around 180m BUT BIG IMPROVEMENT KAY?) I dunno la but always running the time will like be super dead after the curve and i feel myself slowing down and stuff... I don't even know if I am running in a considerable okay form... Then ran against Muru, HyeonKyeong in 100m, lost to both of them. According to leon who was watching, apparently i was too straight liao so get tired damn fast... (point to note) Like around 1.5m behind the other 2... hai so fail... I must seriously do some solid training to be ready for next year lo...
Ohh i forgot to mention that before i got bored and stuff... Haha, some year 2s were training too... Got joanna there xD spent some time feedbacking her runs and running with her... She seems to be pumping her legs damn fast but then... Short... so like... her sprint around my relaxed striding pace(and I still can talk and comment somemore) then luther down there can't get the normal starting position and then he like... zzz, like usual la! just talk cock no action one, he is gonna be so screwed for Monday's events man... ><
Then on the way home, met isaac at the busstop and started talking rubbish, then guess what? yawen, methien(if spelled correctly) and kelvin appeared! LOL they were gonna take 151 too to sunset way for dinner HAHA. So like we waited at the busstop for like super long then 1 151 came. BUT FULL. and so we decided to walk down. then nothing else much interesting happened. but ohh, i overheard a group of ACJC guys gossiping about politics between the current contestors for next year's ACJC school Captain of the CCA they are in. It would seem that they are like the Year 2s... but then... not too sure too.
LOL wrote so much.
:/ was hoping to see you
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
Super Computer Theory
*Disclaimer: This is gonna be long. So I wont write everything down in one shot, and no one is obliged to read this if you don't want to.
Assumptions:
1. Everything can be represented in fixed values which would obey all of current scientific laws
2. The current model of science is correct (kinda a prerequisite for Law 1)
3. Heisenberg Uncertainty can go and die for now
4. Quantum entanglement can go and die too (anyway, we don't really get this anyway)
Rambling:
Imagine a hypothetical Computer which can record the properties of every particle in a system, AND can then run a simulation of the activities of these particles at real time or a higher speed. Now imagine this system to encompass everything existing (Defined as (in this case) Universe).
Let us say that it can compute at higher than speed of light, it kinda simulates into the future (okay, 1 law of physics broken already damn). Or at least let us assume that it can compute at the same speed as everything else is going (c). Hence, we literally have 2 worlds, 1 which we exist in, and 1 which we can observe from a 3rd person's perspective.
*Side note: this works in a way to tell people to shuttup about higher than light speed information transfer (how?), well, if such a computer can be made to work at any speed faster than the speed of light, viewing the "computer screen of the-little-bit-of-the-future" from the computer screen would be equal to viewing a-little-bit-more-of-the-future" and so on forever if you choose to see the computer screen again and so on. This clearly is some pretty screwed up shit.
Back to main argument: We have 2 worlds running side by side. Exactly identical (yet independent) in all possible ways for now and forever.
Implications of this:
1. Fate exist (If a computer can predict what will happen to you in the future, or to be precise, what you do in the future, (even though it cannot predict it now, but it will predict it then when whatever happens).
2. There is no such thing as free will. (You think you have a choice, but in actuality, what you do after some thought is what you will do anyway. The thought process itself must too be simulated in our nice little computer)
More implications next time... Needa do work now
Assumptions:
1. Everything can be represented in fixed values which would obey all of current scientific laws
2. The current model of science is correct (kinda a prerequisite for Law 1)
3. Heisenberg Uncertainty can go and die for now
4. Quantum entanglement can go and die too (anyway, we don't really get this anyway)
Rambling:
Imagine a hypothetical Computer which can record the properties of every particle in a system, AND can then run a simulation of the activities of these particles at real time or a higher speed. Now imagine this system to encompass everything existing (Defined as (in this case) Universe).
Let us say that it can compute at higher than speed of light, it kinda simulates into the future (okay, 1 law of physics broken already damn). Or at least let us assume that it can compute at the same speed as everything else is going (c). Hence, we literally have 2 worlds, 1 which we exist in, and 1 which we can observe from a 3rd person's perspective.
*Side note: this works in a way to tell people to shuttup about higher than light speed information transfer (how?), well, if such a computer can be made to work at any speed faster than the speed of light, viewing the "computer screen of the-little-bit-of-the-future" from the computer screen would be equal to viewing a-little-bit-more-of-the-future" and so on forever if you choose to see the computer screen again and so on. This clearly is some pretty screwed up shit.
Back to main argument: We have 2 worlds running side by side. Exactly identical (yet independent) in all possible ways for now and forever.
Implications of this:
1. Fate exist (If a computer can predict what will happen to you in the future, or to be precise, what you do in the future, (even though it cannot predict it now, but it will predict it then when whatever happens).
2. There is no such thing as free will. (You think you have a choice, but in actuality, what you do after some thought is what you will do anyway. The thought process itself must too be simulated in our nice little computer)
More implications next time... Needa do work now
Monday, August 15, 2011
Sunday, August 14, 2011
Friday, August 12, 2011
Thursday, August 11, 2011
I'm so tired
I'm tired of every lesson I have.
I'm tired of having to think so much about so many things
I'm tired of missing you late into the nights
I'm tired of wishing how everything could go back to when they were happier
I'm tired of being a shadow of my old self
I'm tired of being
I'm tired of having to think so much about so many things
I'm tired of missing you late into the nights
I'm tired of wishing how everything could go back to when they were happier
I'm tired of being a shadow of my old self
I'm tired of being
Sunday, August 7, 2011
Saturday, August 6, 2011
Thursday, August 4, 2011
Iridescent
oh hi, long since i last posted... well... i did not find this song any nice until just recently... somehow the lyrics just clicked to me and i feel so much comforted by it...
When you were standing in the wake of devastation
when you were waiting on the edge of the unknown
with the cataclysm raining down, insides crying save me now
you were there and possibly alone.
Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up hope, but failure's all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.
And in the burst of light that blinded every angel
as if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
you felt the gravity of tempered grace falling into empty space
no one there to catch you in their arms
Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up hope, but failure's all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.
Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up hope, but failure's all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go,
let it go
let it go
let it go
let it go
Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up hope, but failure's all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.
When you were standing in the wake of devastation
when you were waiting on the edge of the unknown
with the cataclysm raining down, insides crying save me now
you were there and possibly alone.
Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up hope, but failure's all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.
And in the burst of light that blinded every angel
as if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
you felt the gravity of tempered grace falling into empty space
no one there to catch you in their arms
Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up hope, but failure's all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.
Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up hope, but failure's all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go,
let it go
let it go
let it go
let it go
Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up hope, but failure's all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.
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- fire...
- & Good company
- Pretty much thats all...