Well, now that my head is clearer, let's take a look at this...
LOL, Keith Loke thought i take malay as mother tongue, he was damn shock to see me doing gonghan, and was practically staring at my paper for like 10 seconds++ watching me write chinese LOL
Paper 1 was kinda screwed... >< super shit, i have no clue what i would be getting for it lor....
Paper 2 was better, but still, super fail, i thought it was 2 hours long, so was like planning to do a 30-45-45 for MCQ-Compre1-Compre2 timing, so when it was 15 minutes left, i was about to start compre2, i was like, "shit, GG, 15 minutes for compre2" lucky it was not too hard, and i managed to finish it on time, still got time look at victor rushing his compre xD
haha, math was fucking fun! like seriously fucking fun! super tiring and damn tough (for me) but i totally loved it lor! damn long have not done mathematics test/exams which actually gave me a sense of satisfaction (: totally awesome!!!!
Haha, then last night was pretty fine till i had to interact with people. took my bath, prep the house, then watched tv, sis came home, did not talk much. then parents came home, ate dinner. After that, i switched on lappie to check on whether Simin and Samantha came online since 8pm. lol, so i checked back and forth during tv advertisements (and yes, this is the only time i had watched tv properly for a really long time xD)
then dad came and kope the laptop, he disconnected the laptop from power supply without switching the powersupply off, damn WTF la, last time he scold me for charging laptop wrongly, then now he did that. WTFWTFWTF
Then i dont care, signed out of msn then logged into desktop. then after that just switched it off at the next commercial break, screw smp la, was fucking tired.
Then my mum passed me my phone, fucking irritating, just as i was about to sleep, cock la, i had to switch laptop on cos i had no phone, and YES, tuition! mum was scolding me why never tell tuition teacher i was not coming the following day, and i was like "WTF, where is my phone?" in my heart like duh, then went to call his home number. ya, anyway, then i was lying on the bed, then convo with mum
Mum"you wanna sleep le?"
Me"no"
Mum"you want on aircon?"
I obviously dont mind right? so damn bloody hot, i was already lying on my bed in only my boxers
Me"i dont mind"
so yea, mum switched aircon on.
so there, was smsing samantha telling her what to do, and she had to talk so much shit halfway through i realised i should have smsed simin instead of her. the whole point i smsed her was bcos i thought she would be damn dao and just like, "ok." and shuddup, end up she ask so much bloody questions and suddenly her last sms was "bull." WTFFFFF
i left my phone on my room table and laid on my bed, then after that smsed her a few more times, making sure she knows what she was supposed to do. then still no fking reply.
then after that, dad came into my room, i told him i was sleeping, (indeed i was asleep until he came in) then dad go look at my phone, i had a new sms, so i snatched the phone back. It was from a friend. then mum came in, and dad told her i was asleep
So mum got damn fucking mad, she scolded me for not returning the phone, then i got caned. (like so damn fucking long never get cane le) then after that she took my phone away.
I went online again afterwards(and did the previous post) mum came out and scolded me again and ask me to go to sleep. WTF man, just got caned and scolded you expect people go to sleep? i ended up lying on my bed screaming silently and hitting my head until i slept... damn
Saturday, May 7, 2011
Friday, May 6, 2011
Thursday, May 5, 2011
WAHLAO MY IPOD
I am not gonna shuffle in "English pop" anytime soon le, like 5 songs in the row lady gaga, then 3 from the script, then 5 from mariah carey. WTF LOL, where got shuffle~~ Rock here i come!!!
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Organelles
It just struck me if some random person somehow entered my blog, they would think i am some hardcore nerd. anyway, ORGANELLE TIME!!!
Nucleus
Consist of Nuclear Membrane(2 layers) with pores (octets). Nucleolus.
DNA replicate here. All those stuff talk later in the later chapters la, anyway, ribosomes are made here, mix of RNA and proteins.
Ribosomes
60+40=80 Sveberg
With tRNA, translate mRNA into polypeptide
ER
Smooth synthesizes lipids carbohydrates and all the whatnot, in liver(especially) detoxify toxins.
Rough, produce proteins and stuff to send out of cell or to cell membrane(via golgi)
Golgi, post office and editor cis and trans sides, cis is incoming side, trans is going away, dynamic
Vacuoles, random balls in animals,
plants
1. trashbag
2. color holder
3. ensure turgidity
4. increase surface area: volume ratio
5. defensive chemicals holder
6. storage of good stuff?
7. i dunno liao shit
Lysosomes
Need activation from golgi. Consist of all the breaking down enzymes (lipase, proease, glucase, fructase, balalallala) generally lower pH for these enzymes to work.
Got primary lysosomes (fresh new nomnom) , secondary(nomnom already), autophagolysosomes (nomnom old organlles)
Mitochondria
Power houses. 3 layers? cisternae(like ERs) to increase surface area
Chloroplast
Power house. Consist of thylakoids. Photosynthesis. confirm 3 layers, but innermost layer extension.
Centrioles
Do nothing, plants dont have them
Nucleus
Consist of Nuclear Membrane(2 layers) with pores (octets). Nucleolus.
DNA replicate here. All those stuff talk later in the later chapters la, anyway, ribosomes are made here, mix of RNA and proteins.
Ribosomes
60+40=80 Sveberg
With tRNA, translate mRNA into polypeptide
ER
Smooth synthesizes lipids carbohydrates and all the whatnot, in liver(especially) detoxify toxins.
Rough, produce proteins and stuff to send out of cell or to cell membrane(via golgi)
Golgi, post office and editor cis and trans sides, cis is incoming side, trans is going away, dynamic
Vacuoles, random balls in animals,
plants
1. trashbag
2. color holder
3. ensure turgidity
4. increase surface area: volume ratio
5. defensive chemicals holder
6. storage of good stuff?
7. i dunno liao shit
Lysosomes
Need activation from golgi. Consist of all the breaking down enzymes (lipase, proease, glucase, fructase, balalallala) generally lower pH for these enzymes to work.
Got primary lysosomes (fresh new nomnom) , secondary(nomnom already), autophagolysosomes (nomnom old organlles)
Mitochondria
Power houses. 3 layers? cisternae(like ERs) to increase surface area
Chloroplast
Power house. Consist of thylakoids. Photosynthesis. confirm 3 layers, but innermost layer extension.
Centrioles
Do nothing, plants dont have them
Corrections for lecture 1 and 2
Well...
Bright field, video, cofocal scanning.
TEM Negative staining, shadow casting, freeze fracture, freeze etching...
Stereoscopic/compound light microscopes.
EMBEDDING
Well, only 8, missing the fact that they are complex/organised (too in your face for me to remember which kinda sucks.)
It's called (disrupts solidification at lower temperatures.
Fluid Mosaic: Lateral movement of phospholipids in plane of membrane with patterns and arrangements of proteins as they move about in fluid.
[frankly speaking, i dont really see the significance of this...]
And its AMPHIPHATIC!!!!! 2 "H"s lol
And i totally forget about the -cytosis parts.
But well, endocytosis and exocytosis. Endo is out to in, got pino, phago, and receptor mediated) exo just got 1 kind. used for releasing things into ECM or adding protein and stuff to the membrane LOL.
That's all for 1-2!
Bright field, video, cofocal scanning.
TEM Negative staining, shadow casting, freeze fracture, freeze etching...
Stereoscopic/compound light microscopes.
EMBEDDING
Well, only 8, missing the fact that they are complex/organised (too in your face for me to remember which kinda sucks.)
It's called (disrupts solidification at lower temperatures.
Fluid Mosaic: Lateral movement of phospholipids in plane of membrane with patterns and arrangements of proteins as they move about in fluid.
[frankly speaking, i dont really see the significance of this...]
And its AMPHIPHATIC!!!!! 2 "H"s lol
And i totally forget about the -cytosis parts.
But well, endocytosis and exocytosis. Endo is out to in, got pino, phago, and receptor mediated) exo just got 1 kind. used for releasing things into ECM or adding protein and stuff to the membrane LOL.
That's all for 1-2!
Mugging for Bio
As you can see, i am not really mugging now lol. Should be mugging bio, and am trying to. Gonna be reading Lesson 8 next, aka, last lesson. When I am done with that, shall take a bath, and if time, churn out a few more notes. Shall finish up the notes after dinner, and after that, read through my own notes a few times, test myself, then do math. Then test myself again.
Well... Lets be random and try to churn out stuff I should know.
Lecture 1
Microscopy and Cell Theory
Microscopy:
Who invented the Microscope --> Robert Hooke 17th century
Types of Microscopes:
SEM: Not elaborated on
TEM: elaborated a lot
Fix, dehydrate, stain, (shit one more here, cant rmb name) sectioning, mounting.
Light Microscope
Types:
Phase Contrast
Fluorescence
damn i have no more clue.
Cell Theory:
1. All organisms are made up of cells
2. All Cells come from preexisting cells
3. Cells are the basic unit of life.
Other things about Cells
I remember there are 9 things about this...
1. Cells use energy
2. Cells react to stimuli
3. Cells reproduce
4. Cells can regulate
5. Cells can make internal changes (hormones/enzymes)
6. Cells (shit, cant rmb le) have genes
7. Cells... zzzz
8.
9.
Chapter 2:
Membrane Structure and Function
Cell membrane there to separate internal and external environment
As for other membranes, like to ensure localisation of organelles peroxisomes, mitochondria
Fluid Mosaic Model: Fluid meant by the fact that phospholipids can move around all over the place laterally on the surface. Mosaic referring to the array of proteins on the fluid layer.
Thermo-regulation:
1. Kinks in lipid tail of phospholipids: prevent solidification by preventing the phospholipids from packing.
2. Cholesterol: At high temperatures, they restrain the movement of phospholipids
At low temperatures, they prevent solidification by prevention of
packing.
Molecules cross the layer via.
1. Passive transport (diffusion, facilitated diffusion{channel diffusion, carrier diffusion})
2. Active transport (against the concentration gradient) require hydrolyzing of ATP
Proteins
Peripheral and Integral (GG, math)
Peripheral--> on the layer, (signal transduction, support(connected to cytoskeleton)
Integral --> Ampiphatic, either all the way through or just one side. Used for transport mainly, as above. Other uses too like Cell to cell recognition, cell to cell adhesion, adhesion to ECM(same way as connection to cytoskeleton: for maintaining shape)
Other uses of Proteins, catalyst for reactions (enzymes), damn, i think im missing out on stuff too...
That's all eh?
Correction time!
Well... Lets be random and try to churn out stuff I should know.
Lecture 1
Microscopy and Cell Theory
Microscopy:
Who invented the Microscope --> Robert Hooke 17th century
Types of Microscopes:
SEM: Not elaborated on
TEM: elaborated a lot
Fix, dehydrate, stain, (shit one more here, cant rmb name) sectioning, mounting.
Light Microscope
Types:
Phase Contrast
Fluorescence
damn i have no more clue.
Cell Theory:
1. All organisms are made up of cells
2. All Cells come from preexisting cells
3. Cells are the basic unit of life.
Other things about Cells
I remember there are 9 things about this...
1. Cells use energy
2. Cells react to stimuli
3. Cells reproduce
4. Cells can regulate
5. Cells can make internal changes (hormones/enzymes)
6. Cells (shit, cant rmb le) have genes
7. Cells... zzzz
8.
9.
Chapter 2:
Membrane Structure and Function
Cell membrane there to separate internal and external environment
As for other membranes, like to ensure localisation of organelles peroxisomes, mitochondria
Fluid Mosaic Model: Fluid meant by the fact that phospholipids can move around all over the place laterally on the surface. Mosaic referring to the array of proteins on the fluid layer.
Thermo-regulation:
1. Kinks in lipid tail of phospholipids: prevent solidification by preventing the phospholipids from packing.
2. Cholesterol: At high temperatures, they restrain the movement of phospholipids
At low temperatures, they prevent solidification by prevention of
packing.
Molecules cross the layer via.
1. Passive transport (diffusion, facilitated diffusion{channel diffusion, carrier diffusion})
2. Active transport (against the concentration gradient) require hydrolyzing of ATP
Proteins
Peripheral and Integral (GG, math)
Peripheral--> on the layer, (signal transduction, support(connected to cytoskeleton)
Integral --> Ampiphatic, either all the way through or just one side. Used for transport mainly, as above. Other uses too like Cell to cell recognition, cell to cell adhesion, adhesion to ECM(same way as connection to cytoskeleton: for maintaining shape)
Other uses of Proteins, catalyst for reactions (enzymes), damn, i think im missing out on stuff too...
That's all eh?
Correction time!
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Key
I believe that you don't have to find that key. when you are ready, the key would present itself to you.
Friday, April 29, 2011
Irae
I think Irae means wrath. Cos Dies seems more like "day" then wrath LOL
WOW, a lot of different poems and songs called Dies Irae. Guess there is that certain appeal to judgement day? xD
WOW, a lot of different poems and songs called Dies Irae. Guess there is that certain appeal to judgement day? xD
Dies Irae (translated)
Spanish to chinese
我挂晾
来自太阳的记忆
我做了招标
昨天的怀旧
而且我不会哀悼
但我不能忘记
所有荒凉
这带来的海神
哦！
模具irae马力士放逐法师是（X5的）
放逐法师是
当太阳的呼喊
她的眼泪
黄金和痛苦
融白人
盖亚是淬火和哭泣
地球出汗恐怖死亡
白贪婪的上帝的名义
天空在哭泣，我做的水坑
我觉得我的生命在我面前溜走
不要忘了我
现在我要去一个遥远的地方
当你感到恐惧
如果没有告别生活
我将离开
安装在海风
我住在你的记忆
并睡在你的心
现在我的火山，自然灾害
全球变暖
没有人能淹没我的哭泣声
好吧，昨天获悉愤怒游泳
不要忘了我
现在我要去一个遥远的地方
当你感到恐惧
如果没有告别生活
我将离开
安装在海风
我住在你的记忆
并睡在你的心
和黎明，黑暗死亡
我要回来，我会飓风
我挂晾我对太阳复仇
最后达到最终报复
哦！
不要忘了我
现在我要去一个遥远的地方
当你感到恐惧
如果没有告别生活
我将离开
安装在海风
我住在你的记忆
并睡在你的心
马力士放逐法师是模具Irae（的X3）
Chinese seems more poetic than english translation so yea. AND DONT ASK ME FOR THE MEANING OF IRAE
我挂晾
来自太阳的记忆
我做了招标
昨天的怀旧
而且我不会哀悼
但我不能忘记
所有荒凉
这带来的海神
哦！
模具irae马力士放逐法师是（X5的）
放逐法师是
当太阳的呼喊
她的眼泪
黄金和痛苦
融白人
盖亚是淬火和哭泣
地球出汗恐怖死亡
白贪婪的上帝的名义
天空在哭泣，我做的水坑
我觉得我的生命在我面前溜走
不要忘了我
现在我要去一个遥远的地方
当你感到恐惧
如果没有告别生活
我将离开
安装在海风
我住在你的记忆
并睡在你的心
现在我的火山，自然灾害
全球变暖
没有人能淹没我的哭泣声
好吧，昨天获悉愤怒游泳
不要忘了我
现在我要去一个遥远的地方
当你感到恐惧
如果没有告别生活
我将离开
安装在海风
我住在你的记忆
并睡在你的心
和黎明，黑暗死亡
我要回来，我会飓风
我挂晾我对太阳复仇
最后达到最终报复
哦！
不要忘了我
现在我要去一个遥远的地方
当你感到恐惧
如果没有告别生活
我将离开
安装在海风
我住在你的记忆
并睡在你的心
马力士放逐法师是模具Irae（的X3）
Chinese seems more poetic than english translation so yea. AND DONT ASK ME FOR THE MEANING OF IRAE
Dies Irae
He puesto a secar
Los recuerdos frente al sol
He puesto a tender
La nostalgia del ayer
Y no voy a llorar
Pero no podré olvidar
Toda la desolación
Que los dioses trajeron del mar
¡Ohh!
Dies irae Malleus Maleficarum es (x5)
Maleficarum es
Cuando llora el sol
Sus lágrimas son
Oro y dolor
Se deshace el hombre blanco
se sació y gaia lloró
Muere la tierra sudando terror
La codicia del blanco en nombre de Dios
El cielo llora hace charcos y yo
Siento que se me escapa la vida ante mí
No te olvides de mí
Ahora voy hacia un lugar
En donde no existe el miedo
Donde no vive el adiós
Me marcharé
Montado en la brisa del mar
Yo viviré en tu memoria
Y dormiré en tu corazón
Ahora soy volcán, desastre natural
Calentamiento global
Ya nadie puede mis gritos ahogar
Pues ayer aprendieron de rabia nadar
No te olvides de mí
Ahora voy hacia un lugar
En donde no existe el miedo
Donde no vive el adiós
Me marcharé
Montado en la brisa del mar
Yo viviré en tu memoria
Y dormiré en tu corazón
Y al amanecer, al morir la oscuridad
Yo regresaré, yo seré el huracán
He puesto a secar mi venganza frente al sol
Llegará al fin la venganza final
¡Ohh!
No te olvides de mí
Ahora voy hacia un lugar
En donde no existe el miedo
Donde no vive el adiós
Me marcharé
Montado en la brisa del mar
Yo viviré en tu memoria
Y dormiré en tu corazón
Dies irae Malleus Maleficarum es (x3)
Los recuerdos frente al sol
He puesto a tender
La nostalgia del ayer
Y no voy a llorar
Pero no podré olvidar
Toda la desolación
Que los dioses trajeron del mar
¡Ohh!
Dies irae Malleus Maleficarum es (x5)
Maleficarum es
Cuando llora el sol
Sus lágrimas son
Oro y dolor
Se deshace el hombre blanco
se sació y gaia lloró
Muere la tierra sudando terror
La codicia del blanco en nombre de Dios
El cielo llora hace charcos y yo
Siento que se me escapa la vida ante mí
No te olvides de mí
Ahora voy hacia un lugar
En donde no existe el miedo
Donde no vive el adiós
Me marcharé
Montado en la brisa del mar
Yo viviré en tu memoria
Y dormiré en tu corazón
Ahora soy volcán, desastre natural
Calentamiento global
Ya nadie puede mis gritos ahogar
Pues ayer aprendieron de rabia nadar
No te olvides de mí
Ahora voy hacia un lugar
En donde no existe el miedo
Donde no vive el adiós
Me marcharé
Montado en la brisa del mar
Yo viviré en tu memoria
Y dormiré en tu corazón
Y al amanecer, al morir la oscuridad
Yo regresaré, yo seré el huracán
He puesto a secar mi venganza frente al sol
Llegará al fin la venganza final
¡Ohh!
No te olvides de mí
Ahora voy hacia un lugar
En donde no existe el miedo
Donde no vive el adiós
Me marcharé
Montado en la brisa del mar
Yo viviré en tu memoria
Y dormiré en tu corazón
Dies irae Malleus Maleficarum es (x3)
Loyal to No One
I first meet this man at the Capen street Tracks
In no shape for success headed nowhere to fast
He may have been someone once by the sound of his call
Now he answers to no one
NO-ONE AT ALL!
We all die alone, he shouted as he passed
With no sense of regret, see he never looked back
Though his pride was wounded, his ego was strong
Yea that was his Trouble and this is his Song
You said we die alone, in this case you were right
No friends by your side or family in sight
There'll be no talking your way out this time
So don't count the cash cause you leave it behind
His friends come and go like the seasons and tide
He can't keep a women they all realize
He loves them, leaves them, takes what he needs
He's loyal to no one, no one at all
You were brought up well still in spite of it all
You're touched by nothing, watch a man fall
Put a foot on his back to get a better view
Cause your loyal to No-one. NO-ONE BUT YOU!
You said we die alone, in this case you were right
No friends by your side or family in sight
There'll be no talking your way out this time
So don't count the cash cause you leave it behind
He was broken and tired wouldn't take a hand
Their kindness was simple but he couldn't understand
See it's hard to have faith in something so new
When your loyal to no one, NO-ONE BUT YOU!
You said we die alone, in this case you were right
No friends by your side or family in sight
There'll be no talking your way out this time
So don't count the cash cause you leave it behind
You said we die alone, in this case you were right
No friends by your side or family in sight
In no shape for success headed nowhere to fast
He may have been someone once by the sound of his call
Now he answers to no one
NO-ONE AT ALL!
We all die alone, he shouted as he passed
With no sense of regret, see he never looked back
Though his pride was wounded, his ego was strong
Yea that was his Trouble and this is his Song
You said we die alone, in this case you were right
No friends by your side or family in sight
There'll be no talking your way out this time
So don't count the cash cause you leave it behind
His friends come and go like the seasons and tide
He can't keep a women they all realize
He loves them, leaves them, takes what he needs
He's loyal to no one, no one at all
You were brought up well still in spite of it all
You're touched by nothing, watch a man fall
Put a foot on his back to get a better view
Cause your loyal to No-one. NO-ONE BUT YOU!
You said we die alone, in this case you were right
No friends by your side or family in sight
There'll be no talking your way out this time
So don't count the cash cause you leave it behind
He was broken and tired wouldn't take a hand
Their kindness was simple but he couldn't understand
See it's hard to have faith in something so new
When your loyal to no one, NO-ONE BUT YOU!
You said we die alone, in this case you were right
No friends by your side or family in sight
There'll be no talking your way out this time
So don't count the cash cause you leave it behind
You said we die alone, in this case you were right
No friends by your side or family in sight
Okay, so yesterday was quite screwed up
I just feel like no one cares about me and i am just this second grade doll which anyone can come pick up and play with me while they are bored, and throw me away when a better toy comes.
Yea sure, it's true that's what i normally give people the impression of eh? like, "hey, im here yea, when you need me, im here" so yea, when people need me, im there for them.
AND THEN when i need them, i dont go around crawling for help and comfort. just not my type, why should i go around getting help from others? Can't i fix my own problems, cant i just fix myself?
True, i do go around getting help from others, but it stops after a while, and im gonna make sure it stops here and now totally.
I shall hope for nothing, and let's see how this works out.
Yea sure, it's true that's what i normally give people the impression of eh? like, "hey, im here yea, when you need me, im here" so yea, when people need me, im there for them.
AND THEN when i need them, i dont go around crawling for help and comfort. just not my type, why should i go around getting help from others? Can't i fix my own problems, cant i just fix myself?
True, i do go around getting help from others, but it stops after a while, and im gonna make sure it stops here and now totally.
I shall hope for nothing, and let's see how this works out.
Thursday, April 28, 2011
Life.
Life's tough. But make no mistake, it ain't gonna get any easier. Hell I wont be surprised if it gets much tougher. What i do know though, is that the only way to face the shit now, and the shit coming in, is to toughen up, YES, toughen up!
That's the only way to keep oneself going~
Toughening up for those one cares about and for
That's the only way to keep oneself going~
Toughening up for those one cares about and for
Last School Wednesday before Exams
Well...
yesterday was... BAD
heh, but it turns out that no matter how many bad things can happen in a day, each bad thing can't last that long, 1 minute time, and i can choose to let it go, or continue wallowing in misery and sorrow and emo shit and frustration and anger and disappointment. Well, yea, i just mentioned all the negative emotions i had yesterday
What good emotions did i feel? i felt bliss for a while, peace for a while too, actually kinda overlapped to today, but yea.
OMG, now im damn touched and happy~~
yesterday was... BAD
heh, but it turns out that no matter how many bad things can happen in a day, each bad thing can't last that long, 1 minute time, and i can choose to let it go, or continue wallowing in misery and sorrow and emo shit and frustration and anger and disappointment. Well, yea, i just mentioned all the negative emotions i had yesterday
What good emotions did i feel? i felt bliss for a while, peace for a while too, actually kinda overlapped to today, but yea.
OMG, now im damn touched and happy~~
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Friday, April 22, 2011
LOL
Who is "+" ask me physically leh~ Haha, well... Been very busy nowadays... Just work after work after work. All the projects... Better now (that's why I'm posting)
So yea... Mugger mode half switched on liao. But still wanna slack lor... xD
So yea... Mugger mode half switched on liao. But still wanna slack lor... xD
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
(: Random~
LoL! quite happy today... Day did not start well, but it ended good (: Shall study math now~
Friday, April 1, 2011
Thursday, March 31, 2011
The Gauntlet
Well I just got back from a break in the fight
I was weighing in heavy but still feeling alright
all I hear in the distance - mines and shells
here come the sirens wailing another attack to be repelled
Do you think we're gonna make it?
I don't know unless we try
you could sit here scared to move
or we could take them by surprise
it's submission that they want
it's surrender that they need
when we're doing it their way
their aims will be achieved
They're gonna come when you're not ready
when you're not too well-prepared
they're gonna prey upon your weakness
no man's soul is ever spared
you've got to stand up, yeah, and fight them
show them what it's all about
this man is not for sale
there will be no backing down.
[Chorus:]
Stand up and fight and I'll stand up with you
We shall succeed,
Stand up and fight and I'll stand up with you
They won't get me, they won't get me
though they never cease to try
they won't get me, they won't get me
I would rather fight and die
they won't get me, they won't get me
well my friend will they get you?
when they get you, when they get you
tell me what you're gonna do?
Do you think we're gonna make it?
I don't know unless we try
you could sit here scared to move
or we could take them by surprise
it's submission that they want
it's surrender that they need
when we're doing it their way
their aims will be achieved.
They're gonna come when you're not ready
when you're not too well-prepared
they're gonna prey upon your weakness
no man's soul is ever spared
you've got to stand up, yeah, and fight them
show them what it's all about
this man is not for sale
there will be no backing down.
[Chorus: x2]
Stand up and fight and I'll stand up with you
We shall succeed
Stand up and fight and I'll stand up with you
I was weighing in heavy but still feeling alright
all I hear in the distance - mines and shells
here come the sirens wailing another attack to be repelled
Do you think we're gonna make it?
I don't know unless we try
you could sit here scared to move
or we could take them by surprise
it's submission that they want
it's surrender that they need
when we're doing it their way
their aims will be achieved
They're gonna come when you're not ready
when you're not too well-prepared
they're gonna prey upon your weakness
no man's soul is ever spared
you've got to stand up, yeah, and fight them
show them what it's all about
this man is not for sale
there will be no backing down.
[Chorus:]
Stand up and fight and I'll stand up with you
We shall succeed,
Stand up and fight and I'll stand up with you
They won't get me, they won't get me
though they never cease to try
they won't get me, they won't get me
I would rather fight and die
they won't get me, they won't get me
well my friend will they get you?
when they get you, when they get you
tell me what you're gonna do?
Do you think we're gonna make it?
I don't know unless we try
you could sit here scared to move
or we could take them by surprise
it's submission that they want
it's surrender that they need
when we're doing it their way
their aims will be achieved.
They're gonna come when you're not ready
when you're not too well-prepared
they're gonna prey upon your weakness
no man's soul is ever spared
you've got to stand up, yeah, and fight them
show them what it's all about
this man is not for sale
there will be no backing down.
[Chorus: x2]
Stand up and fight and I'll stand up with you
We shall succeed
Stand up and fight and I'll stand up with you
Chasing Cars
I need your grace, to remind me, to find my own.
Without you... They all would not mean much...
Without you... They all would not mean much...
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Saturday, March 26, 2011
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Interesting Thursday
Really worried about subject specialization. Shall write that in an entire new post LOL
Haha, played with Zhang Xian table tennis just now, did 200 squats with him (my legs GG-ed) then went down to canteen to get drinks and talked a while... Classical LOL, he had to rush home cos his "mum is gonna kill" him LOL. So like old times... Like Friday night would go out dinner with 06 ppl, then Zhang Xian would have to leave halfway through when his mother call him and ask where in the world is he... >< Miss those times... Promised to spend time with him tomorrow. xD
AHAHA, tmr got a lot of activities
1. Physics project redo
2. Tennis with Nikki and they all b4 CCA
3. Chat with ZX
4. Concert!
Okay, 1. We realised how to make sexy sounds with the rods, so we gonna use the new technique instead, I verified earlier that the sounds indeed work well, even in class with so many ppl talking, so tmr i guess go level 6 some quiet place to do should be even more imba LOL
2. Tennis! Haha, dunno la, my tennis screwed up big time, but at least with Nikki Yi An Muru not that bad... At least can warm up b4hand... Whenever i play tennis with the 2 koreans... feel super noob lor... ><
3. Yep! mentioned above (: Lol, 6-7 b4 Concert! Hope he does not forget though? :/
4. Concert, HAHA, relax time and just hang around with friends... Dunno who to hang around with though? Simin and Cheese both busy? (i think?) ZX? He would probably be with his friends... >< Hai... Figure out tmr la, or i can just be alone and enjoy the concert as it is. (:
Haha, played with Zhang Xian table tennis just now, did 200 squats with him (my legs GG-ed) then went down to canteen to get drinks and talked a while... Classical LOL, he had to rush home cos his "mum is gonna kill" him LOL. So like old times... Like Friday night would go out dinner with 06 ppl, then Zhang Xian would have to leave halfway through when his mother call him and ask where in the world is he... >< Miss those times... Promised to spend time with him tomorrow. xD
AHAHA, tmr got a lot of activities
1. Physics project redo
2. Tennis with Nikki and they all b4 CCA
3. Chat with ZX
4. Concert!
Okay, 1. We realised how to make sexy sounds with the rods, so we gonna use the new technique instead, I verified earlier that the sounds indeed work well, even in class with so many ppl talking, so tmr i guess go level 6 some quiet place to do should be even more imba LOL
2. Tennis! Haha, dunno la, my tennis screwed up big time, but at least with Nikki Yi An Muru not that bad... At least can warm up b4hand... Whenever i play tennis with the 2 koreans... feel super noob lor... ><
3. Yep! mentioned above (: Lol, 6-7 b4 Concert! Hope he does not forget though? :/
4. Concert, HAHA, relax time and just hang around with friends... Dunno who to hang around with though? Simin and Cheese both busy? (i think?) ZX? He would probably be with his friends... >< Hai... Figure out tmr la, or i can just be alone and enjoy the concert as it is. (:
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Come Primavera
L'inverno sai finirà,
e come è arrivato se ne andrà,
e scioglierà il dolore,
come la neve al sole.
E le ferite che hai,
lo sai guariranno prima o poi,
dopo la notte l'aurora,
ancora verrà si perchè.
Torna alla vita più serena,
che rifiorisce come primavera,
la vita grida a voce piena,
dentro te.
Ritroverai anche tu,
la forza che ora non hai più,
e quella voglia di vivere,
che ancor non c'è tornerà.
Torna alla vita più serena,
che rifiorisce come primavera,
la vita grida a voce piena,
dentro te.
La vita grida a voce piena,
dentro te come primavera.
Jiayous... (: Spring will come
e come è arrivato se ne andrà,
e scioglierà il dolore,
come la neve al sole.
E le ferite che hai,
lo sai guariranno prima o poi,
dopo la notte l'aurora,
ancora verrà si perchè.
Torna alla vita più serena,
che rifiorisce come primavera,
la vita grida a voce piena,
dentro te.
Ritroverai anche tu,
la forza che ora non hai più,
e quella voglia di vivere,
che ancor non c'è tornerà.
Torna alla vita più serena,
che rifiorisce come primavera,
la vita grida a voce piena,
dentro te.
La vita grida a voce piena,
dentro te come primavera.
Jiayous... (: Spring will come
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Last night
This morn to be precise... Had an uneasy sleep, many dreams. One of them is super scary... dreamed that i was standing in the rain, and the cool rain... suddenly, it turned into blood... Then... I stood there like some dumbass and cried. ><
Monday, March 21, 2011
Right.
Reading my blog posts... Okay... It seems rather embarrassing, all those things i wrote in the past... zzz, should i edit it and "censor" some stuff? xD Neh, I wont.
Okay...
Now, my blog looks very bright! Haha, like "A Thousand Suns" black and white. Super big contrast! Shall tweak my blog a little, and seriously, i dunno what to name it. Any good names to recommend?
The Homily
Okay, the homily of today's 10.15 mass, okay, YESTERDAY'S mass. It was damn fail. Father Heng was just crapping about how all natural disasters are cause of us HUMANS! LIKE HELLO!!!! EVEN EARTHQUAKES HUMANS ARH?! BULLSHIT MAN! What rubbish, environmental destruction caused by humans, YES, but EARTHQUAKES AND TSUNAMIS! WTF MAN!
He loves injecting the sense of doom and failure of humans into his sermons, and dont tell us how to improve, just tell us stuff like "hey, you suck! Go to live like Jesus" What the hell? never even tell us how to do so, just ask us. COCKENHEIMER!!!! damnnit la, feel like the priests in church are getting more fails. Father Colin and Leslie Raj left, O Neal died, Keane too tired. Left with these 2 jokers... wahseh... okay, Father James is still alright... Not as far-fetched as Heng, but still not directly applicable lor... HAI...
The reason I still go to church, is to try to reignite my faith, but all this... ><
A side-track, even though earthquakes and tsunamis do kill people and stuff, you NEED earthquakes to renew the lands, to give dynamism to the world, and tsunamis... bobian, earthquakes underwater and tralalala lor. These are miracles of God, if you are there, not man-made abominations.
He loves injecting the sense of doom and failure of humans into his sermons, and dont tell us how to improve, just tell us stuff like "hey, you suck! Go to live like Jesus" What the hell? never even tell us how to do so, just ask us. COCKENHEIMER!!!! damnnit la, feel like the priests in church are getting more fails. Father Colin and Leslie Raj left, O Neal died, Keane too tired. Left with these 2 jokers... wahseh... okay, Father James is still alright... Not as far-fetched as Heng, but still not directly applicable lor... HAI...
The reason I still go to church, is to try to reignite my faith, but all this... ><
A side-track, even though earthquakes and tsunamis do kill people and stuff, you NEED earthquakes to renew the lands, to give dynamism to the world, and tsunamis... bobian, earthquakes underwater and tralalala lor. These are miracles of God, if you are there, not man-made abominations.
A boy
My cousin's friend... Well... 7 years old boy.
His mum told him to run and get some stuff, he ran, and fell. His skull fractured, and two thirds of his brain messed up real bad. Left with an intact body and no mind, all he has left of his brain was the back of it. Just that little back part.
My aunt (that cousin's mum) sent me an sms to pray for the little one... The boy's mum is still clinging on to the hope that her son will recover from coma. Is it possible? Is it possible for the boy to return? My aunt petitioned us to pray for the boy to recover...
God, if you are indeed up there, please bring the boy home, cut the endless drain of his parents, cut his endless wanderings. Just take him.
If I were the boy... I really wish that I could just die then. My parents would be wasting money to keep me alive, no, to prevent me from dying; I would have no longer been alive. My parents would be emotionally drained, seeing me lie there in a hospital, alive, yet lifeless...
Hai... Better get out of this little emo ditch... ><
-Death is the only thing which is eternal-
His mum told him to run and get some stuff, he ran, and fell. His skull fractured, and two thirds of his brain messed up real bad. Left with an intact body and no mind, all he has left of his brain was the back of it. Just that little back part.
My aunt (that cousin's mum) sent me an sms to pray for the little one... The boy's mum is still clinging on to the hope that her son will recover from coma. Is it possible? Is it possible for the boy to return? My aunt petitioned us to pray for the boy to recover...
God, if you are indeed up there, please bring the boy home, cut the endless drain of his parents, cut his endless wanderings. Just take him.
If I were the boy... I really wish that I could just die then. My parents would be wasting money to keep me alive, no, to prevent me from dying; I would have no longer been alive. My parents would be emotionally drained, seeing me lie there in a hospital, alive, yet lifeless...
Hai... Better get out of this little emo ditch... ><
-Death is the only thing which is eternal-
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Hands
The hand is one of the most useful things that someone can have. it is used for so many stuff, you can't believe that its actually one of the first parts to die if the body has to choose, well, i dont really know.
hands... can be used to provoke others, hurt others, but it too can be used to calm others, comfort others... well, my hands are damn lazy of typing, thats what i know, and i shall not write an entire essay over here about hands...
im sleepy, my head is heavy, my heart is heavy. hell, my hands are heavy and i shall sleep le... i need the rest for tomorrow...
Holding your sweet little hands in mine...
hands... can be used to provoke others, hurt others, but it too can be used to calm others, comfort others... well, my hands are damn lazy of typing, thats what i know, and i shall not write an entire essay over here about hands...
im sleepy, my head is heavy, my heart is heavy. hell, my hands are heavy and i shall sleep le... i need the rest for tomorrow...
Holding your sweet little hands in mine...
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Recap: last night
Okay, Bio project...
Well... I saw the other side of a lot of people, and somehow... it switched on the other side of me i have not been showing very often... HAHA, until the guys all were super shocked. xD
Well... I guess they already know this other side of them. But i did not. so yea... when i can feel that they are focused upon doing the job, even though we are still laughing and stuff... I still can feel it...
It just struck me how people who i am not that close to... still can affect me a lot... I feel vulnerable now... >< hai... I need more faith in others... And myself?
:/
Well... I saw the other side of a lot of people, and somehow... it switched on the other side of me i have not been showing very often... HAHA, until the guys all were super shocked. xD
Well... I guess they already know this other side of them. But i did not. so yea... when i can feel that they are focused upon doing the job, even though we are still laughing and stuff... I still can feel it...
It just struck me how people who i am not that close to... still can affect me a lot... I feel vulnerable now... >< hai... I need more faith in others... And myself?
:/
Chasing Cars
Well... I'm re-in-love with this song... It just seems so... applicable xD
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we’re told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
But i don't like the name. like wth! what chasing cars, damn boliao. why not something like... FINE! Can't get a better name for the song. Damn it. AHAHA nvm, still a nice song. <3
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we’re told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
But i don't like the name. like wth! what chasing cars, damn boliao. why not something like... FINE! Can't get a better name for the song. Damn it. AHAHA nvm, still a nice song. <3
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Okay, NO MORE "TODAY"s
Haha,
Today went pretty fine, did SMP at first... was rather screwed up... to think about it, felt super bitchy, made a lot of fuss for no reason, and all i did was to piss off one, and probably hurt another... Hai... >.<
Then... Bio... was quite productive... A lot of thoughts regarding the whole procedure... shall think about it another time, and post it... super tired now...
LOL
xD
I made excuses for myself to wallow in self pity, but you dragged me out of it. thanks (:
HAHA, you can actually refer to more than 1 person xD combined synergy HAHA
Today went pretty fine, did SMP at first... was rather screwed up... to think about it, felt super bitchy, made a lot of fuss for no reason, and all i did was to piss off one, and probably hurt another... Hai... >.<
Then... Bio... was quite productive... A lot of thoughts regarding the whole procedure... shall think about it another time, and post it... super tired now...
LOL
xD
I made excuses for myself to wallow in self pity, but you dragged me out of it. thanks (:
HAHA, you can actually refer to more than 1 person xD combined synergy HAHA
Hate
It takes so much to hate someone.
Hating a person...
It certainly takes a lot of effort, and it certainly takes a lot of time, spending such time and effort on loving people who mean something to one, and ignoring those who just don't matter...
Now, ain't that better? xD
Hating a person...
It certainly takes a lot of effort, and it certainly takes a lot of time, spending such time and effort on loving people who mean something to one, and ignoring those who just don't matter...
Now, ain't that better? xD
Saturday, March 5, 2011
Monday, February 28, 2011
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Today
It seems vaguely in my memory that t have a few other posts on my blog with "Today" as the title... Shall check later... Don't ask me why im blogging now. super busy and stuff... just felt like blogging. though i dont really know what to blog about... PE! LOL, kena raped by 03 guys, sians lor, our side was like "so buff, lose liao" don't even bother do properly... then the bloody indian of a sooraj just cos wanna save his own face dont wanna come and pull with us. -.- talk about class spirit. then... yea... but seriously, daohan, youngjoo and tseren were super strong LOL, was being dragged across the field by them. did not really observe if that was happening to all of us though. but it would have been SCARY if it was...
OHHYAH! never check their mass!
Willie 98
Muru 68
Jiawei 50?
Sree 50?
Punitha 50?
Clarence 70
Me 60
1 more guy? 70?
total... 516 kg. LOL, nowhere near the max of 600kg per team xD
OHHYAH! never check their mass!
Willie 98
Muru 68
Jiawei 50?
Sree 50?
Punitha 50?
Clarence 70
Me 60
1 more guy? 70?
total... 516 kg. LOL, nowhere near the max of 600kg per team xD
Sunday, February 20, 2011
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