It seems vaguely in my memory that t have a few other posts on my blog with "Today" as the title... Shall check later... Don't ask me why im blogging now. super busy and stuff... just felt like blogging. though i dont really know what to blog about... PE! LOL, kena raped by 03 guys, sians lor, our side was like "so buff, lose liao" don't even bother do properly... then the bloody indian of a sooraj just cos wanna save his own face dont wanna come and pull with us. -.- talk about class spirit. then... yea... but seriously, daohan, youngjoo and tseren were super strong LOL, was being dragged across the field by them. did not really observe if that was happening to all of us though. but it would have been SCARY if it was...
OHHYAH! never check their mass!
Willie 98
Muru 68
Jiawei 50?
Sree 50?
Punitha 50?
Clarence 70
Me 60
1 more guy? 70?
total... 516 kg. LOL, nowhere near the max of 600kg per team xD
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Pearl
Arif is just like an irritant in a pearl oyster,
The tougher the foe, the better he becomes, and hell he irritates his opponents with that "I'm gonna beat you" smile across his face. :P
Hope our little trick player can work his magic in the upcoming matches...
The tougher the foe, the better he becomes, and hell he irritates his opponents with that "I'm gonna beat you" smile across his face. :P
Hope our little trick player can work his magic in the upcoming matches...
Friday, January 21, 2011
Friday
Ended bad, but who cares. Let's imagine that did not happen
Okay, so tennis CCA. We started training for competition proper! Our school team this year is also pretty much confirmed le(:
And its confirmed that Chang Yoon is our best player! Clearly better than Hyeong Kyeong liao.
So here is the approximate heirachy
Chang Yoon Korean
Hyeong Kyeong Korean
Muruges Indian
Me? Indonesian Chinese
Jia Jun Singapore Chinese
Arif Half Malay/Chinese Singaporean
Chin Moy Indian
Yu Xuan China
Okay, just feel like putting down nationality, to show the multi-racial-ness of the school team. COOL RIGHT? LOL, random.
Note that top 2 are koreans. D:
Lets comment on the team!
Chang Yoon Best player, just worried about the pressure issue. deproves across
the set
Hyeong Kyeong Ex-best, but after injury (soccer, screw it) deprove a lot
Muruges Quite good strokes (better than me) but footwork sucks. So might
actually win muruges.
Me? Indonesian Chinese
Jia Jun Singapore Chinese
Arif Half Malay/Chinese Singaporean
Chin Moy Indian
Yu Xuan China
Well, after HK to B4 Chin Moy, we are around the same standard? Close enough
Okay, so tennis CCA. We started training for competition proper! Our school team this year is also pretty much confirmed le(:
And its confirmed that Chang Yoon is our best player! Clearly better than Hyeong Kyeong liao.
So here is the approximate heirachy
Chang Yoon Korean
Hyeong Kyeong Korean
Muruges Indian
Me? Indonesian Chinese
Jia Jun Singapore Chinese
Arif Half Malay/Chinese Singaporean
Chin Moy Indian
Yu Xuan China
Okay, just feel like putting down nationality, to show the multi-racial-ness of the school team. COOL RIGHT? LOL, random.
Note that top 2 are koreans. D:
Lets comment on the team!
Chang Yoon Best player, just worried about the pressure issue. deproves across
the set
Hyeong Kyeong Ex-best, but after injury (soccer, screw it) deprove a lot
Muruges Quite good strokes (better than me) but footwork sucks. So might
actually win muruges.
Me? Indonesian Chinese
Jia Jun Singapore Chinese
Arif Half Malay/Chinese Singaporean
Chin Moy Indian
Yu Xuan China
Well, after HK to B4 Chin Moy, we are around the same standard? Close enough
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Does everyone actually try hard?
Does everyone actually try hard?
Weathering hot years
Death onwards
Past erodes on past, leaving existence
Facts evades and rolls
In tethers
?
Try hard everyone
Any new sequence will enlighten rightly
:
For old ones, love is scarcely honest, never estimating silent signals
Weathering hot years
Death onwards
Past erodes on past, leaving existence
Facts evades and rolls
In tethers
?
Try hard everyone
Any new sequence will enlighten rightly
:
For old ones, love is scarcely honest, never estimating silent signals
Monday, January 17, 2011
Tennis
Here's the overall play of a pro tennis team...
1st Singles: Best player
2nd Singles: 3rd Best player
3rd Singles: 2nd best player
Doubles: 1 really good, the other soso
Here's the overall play of a average tennis team...
1st Singles: Best player
2nd Singles: Some lousy player
3rd Singles: 2nd best player
Doubles: 1 really good, the other soso
Here's the overall play of NUSHS tennis team...
1st Singles: Lousiest player
2nd Singles: Best Single player
3rd Singles: Decent singles player
Doubles: mixed. 1 good player in each doubles.
Stupid way to minimize lost... SIAN...
Win 2nd Singles and both doubles. actually, any permutation just without the 1st singles. >< Pity Chin Moy D;
1st Singles: Best player
2nd Singles: 3rd Best player
3rd Singles: 2nd best player
Doubles: 1 really good, the other soso
Here's the overall play of a average tennis team...
1st Singles: Best player
2nd Singles: Some lousy player
3rd Singles: 2nd best player
Doubles: 1 really good, the other soso
Here's the overall play of NUSHS tennis team...
1st Singles: Lousiest player
2nd Singles: Best Single player
3rd Singles: Decent singles player
Doubles: mixed. 1 good player in each doubles.
Stupid way to minimize lost... SIAN...
Win 2nd Singles and both doubles. actually, any permutation just without the 1st singles. >< Pity Chin Moy D;
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Year 4
Hmm... reflections for the year 2010...
Long year, really long. Tough. Emo. Got some prety nice stuff too. But over.
2011
Long year to go, lotsa opportunity, with lotsa risk of burning out too... Just hope we can survive it...
Long year, really long. Tough. Emo. Got some prety nice stuff too. But over.
2011
Long year to go, lotsa opportunity, with lotsa risk of burning out too... Just hope we can survive it...
Russians
Song by Sting, crazy over this now.
In Europe and America, there's a growing feeling of hysteria
Conditioned to respond to all the threats
In the rhetorical speeches of the Soviets
Mr. Krushchev said we will bury you
I don't subscribe to this point of view
It would be such an ignorant thing to do
If the Russians love their children too
How can I save my little boy from Oppenheimer's deadly toy
There is no monopoly in common sense
On either side of the political fence
We share the same biology
Regardless of ideology
Believe me when I say to you
I hope the Russians love their children too
There is no historical precedent
To put the words in the mouth of the President
There's no such thing as a winnable war
It's a lie that we don't believe anymore
Mr. Reagan says we will protect you
I don't subscribe to this point of view
Believe me when I say to you
I hope the Russians love their children too
We share the same biology
Regardless of ideology
What might save us, me, and you
Is if the Russians love their children too
In Europe and America, there's a growing feeling of hysteria
Conditioned to respond to all the threats
In the rhetorical speeches of the Soviets
Mr. Krushchev said we will bury you
I don't subscribe to this point of view
It would be such an ignorant thing to do
If the Russians love their children too
How can I save my little boy from Oppenheimer's deadly toy
There is no monopoly in common sense
On either side of the political fence
We share the same biology
Regardless of ideology
Believe me when I say to you
I hope the Russians love their children too
There is no historical precedent
To put the words in the mouth of the President
There's no such thing as a winnable war
It's a lie that we don't believe anymore
Mr. Reagan says we will protect you
I don't subscribe to this point of view
Believe me when I say to you
I hope the Russians love their children too
We share the same biology
Regardless of ideology
What might save us, me, and you
Is if the Russians love their children too
Dreams
This morning's dream
Crawling on the floor, might have been raining... I was all alone. In the dream, i was looking for Simin... >< Felt like i lost her or smthing... Then 3 guys appeared and blocked my way... Cheeseng, Yu Feng and Zong Yao...
Super weird... and scary also...
Day went pretty fine, other than the fact that this dream like kept haunting me for the entire day... Like some raincloud hovering over my head, could not have shaked it of.
Was super busy also. Got 3 hour break in tha afternoon.
1st Hour, Captain's Ball with class (: And super fun! Turns out Lee Ji-Hyun(just want to type her full name :P) quite okay in Capt's ball, learn fast also, but a little blur. Asked her to do the overpass thing to me, worked. Then the other time later i got the ball, she went to run opposite me behind Brendan. Haha, but then the ball she never expect, than lost ): Then went down and had pizza, lols, Miss Huang money no enough lor. total $150 leh... ):
2nd hour chiong to tennis. Was super late, (started at 1, but i just pwn) worth it i guess. But sourav was clearly displeased. Got to do banner tmr i think, or on the day itself. Hope they did the spraying le, so just need to knit it up.
Not the whole hour though, then went to look for Miss Yea with Audrey... She planning to make both of us heads of NEA. But still... Seriously hope she let us do stuff, if not just like puppet head liddat. >< Then was with cheeseng, talked about random stuff about the future. D: sigh, thinking about it a little sian...
Then got sometime more... When to talk to Simin, quite nice (: haha, got kuoxuan bouncing around here and there.
Physics talk was like err... ZZZ, super fail lor, but whatever, talking to Byorn, Andreea, Utkarsh, Yujia. So okay still. (:
(Now gonna think about Chem project le... ><)
Crawling on the floor, might have been raining... I was all alone. In the dream, i was looking for Simin... >< Felt like i lost her or smthing... Then 3 guys appeared and blocked my way... Cheeseng, Yu Feng and Zong Yao...
Super weird... and scary also...
Day went pretty fine, other than the fact that this dream like kept haunting me for the entire day... Like some raincloud hovering over my head, could not have shaked it of.
Was super busy also. Got 3 hour break in tha afternoon.
1st Hour, Captain's Ball with class (: And super fun! Turns out Lee Ji-Hyun(just want to type her full name :P) quite okay in Capt's ball, learn fast also, but a little blur. Asked her to do the overpass thing to me, worked. Then the other time later i got the ball, she went to run opposite me behind Brendan. Haha, but then the ball she never expect, than lost ): Then went down and had pizza, lols, Miss Huang money no enough lor. total $150 leh... ):
2nd hour chiong to tennis. Was super late, (started at 1, but i just pwn) worth it i guess. But sourav was clearly displeased. Got to do banner tmr i think, or on the day itself. Hope they did the spraying le, so just need to knit it up.
Not the whole hour though, then went to look for Miss Yea with Audrey... She planning to make both of us heads of NEA. But still... Seriously hope she let us do stuff, if not just like puppet head liddat. >< Then was with cheeseng, talked about random stuff about the future. D: sigh, thinking about it a little sian...
Then got sometime more... When to talk to Simin, quite nice (: haha, got kuoxuan bouncing around here and there.
Physics talk was like err... ZZZ, super fail lor, but whatever, talking to Byorn, Andreea, Utkarsh, Yujia. So okay still. (:
(Now gonna think about Chem project le... ><)
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Monday, December 20, 2010
Saturday, December 18, 2010
Swords
A relationship is like a sword
A good one is forged in fire, between anvil and hammar
A good one stays in its shealth, prime and ready
But it is not its fault if its wielder chooses not to carry it along.
Let me be your sword, keep me by your side
A good one is forged in fire, between anvil and hammar
A good one stays in its shealth, prime and ready
But it is not its fault if its wielder chooses not to carry it along.
Let me be your sword, keep me by your side
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Monday, September 6, 2010
Livin' on Prayer
Sometimes I wonder why I like this song. Well, its probably because I want my life to be as ideal as it is in this song? 2 lovers living together through tough times, selflessly supporting each other in the name of God. Unbelievable. Beautiful. Bullshit
Unfortunately, now i prefer 烟花易冷.
This is gonna be my last post to you guys, at the end of September Holidays, this blog will be blocked from you guys.
Buhbye the last time. This Gabriel you see will be no more.
Be prepared to see the NEW & IMPROVED GABRIEL SIDIK when schools starts.
Unfortunately, now i prefer 烟花易冷.
This is gonna be my last post to you guys, at the end of September Holidays, this blog will be blocked from you guys.
Buhbye the last time. This Gabriel you see will be no more.
Be prepared to see the NEW & IMPROVED GABRIEL SIDIK when schools starts.
Saturday, September 4, 2010
I feel noob
sigh... Simin is gonna be chairman of SJAB next year... Or smthing like that... Well... Its bittersweet, quite happy for her: she deserves it... But well... I feel so noob compared to her... >< its like I prolly won't be able to enter SC either because of mum or either I really fail... Then NEA also GG liao... Then I am thinking of giving up mentor representative for Sakthi Ram... Then only left with tennis... My results dropping too... Sigh... Dunno how seh... ):
Why is this happening to me?! Why...
Why is this happening to me?! Why...
Friday, September 3, 2010
How He Loves
He is jealous for me,
Loves like a hurricane, I am a tree,
Bending beneath the weight of his wind and mercy.
When all of a sudden,
I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory,
And I realise just how beautiful You are,
And how great Your affections are for me.
And oh, how He loves us so,
Oh how He loves us,
How He loves us all
Yeah, He loves us,
Oh! how He loves us,
Oh! how He loves us,
Oh! how He loves.
We are His portion and He is our prize,
Drawn to redemption by the grace in His eyes,
If His grace is an ocean, we're all sinking.
And Heaven meets earth like an unforseen kiss,
And my heart turns violently inside of my chest,
I don?t have time to maintain these regrets,
When I think about, the way
Loves like a hurricane, I am a tree,
Bending beneath the weight of his wind and mercy.
When all of a sudden,
I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory,
And I realise just how beautiful You are,
And how great Your affections are for me.
And oh, how He loves us so,
Oh how He loves us,
How He loves us all
Yeah, He loves us,
Oh! how He loves us,
Oh! how He loves us,
Oh! how He loves.
We are His portion and He is our prize,
Drawn to redemption by the grace in His eyes,
If His grace is an ocean, we're all sinking.
And Heaven meets earth like an unforseen kiss,
And my heart turns violently inside of my chest,
I don?t have time to maintain these regrets,
When I think about, the way
Thursday, September 2, 2010
冲
super busy seh... Short post for today... Just gonna say how much i am in a rush. But nevertheless, i did not regret the time i spent with simin today
Thursday, August 26, 2010
I need a hug
I think i really do...
I am tired... I look into the past & i realise how tough it has been, I look into the future, and i am afraid.
All alone.
No one to call my own.
I am tired... I look into the past & i realise how tough it has been, I look into the future, and i am afraid.
All alone.
No one to call my own.
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Tired
sick, I am sick, physically sick, mild fever, body aches, mucus flying around when I cough(which is rather often) damn, lovesick too, simin not online... No SMS either... Gonna sleep early bah... Hope tmr will start of well... (:
Thursday, August 19, 2010
yesterday
yes, guys, I was crying in 303 yesterday... But thanks the 2 of u, Cyrus n shuen as well, made me feel better, n good enough to survive math. Heehee, that's so awesome guys! ^^ haha, n thank you cheeseng, for doing mpp both in 303 n at home that time. Thank guys, infinite thanks!!!
Haiz... (:
That's about it for now, just wanna confirm it lah... N thanks u guys (:
Haiz... (:
That's about it for now, just wanna confirm it lah... N thanks u guys (:
Monday, August 16, 2010
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Legacy
I am a legacy of my mother
She is the woman, and to think about it, human who has impacted my growing the most.
I am a chip of her. Perfectionist, fucked up bossy, yet quiet & solo-istic(if there is such a word), very egoistic, highly sharp & quickwitted. Find excuses for myself that I am always correct, even when externally i choose to give in. I am afraid of failing, yet not worried about screwing things up. Failure is defined as when things dont happen MY way, & things screwed up when things dont go OTHER PEOPLE'S WAY.
& one more thing, rebellious.
Only part of me which follows my dad is that i have a much softer temperment, a much cooler head, which does not give me the right combo.
Its like having a cannonball with not a cannon, but a pistol. All the ammo in the world, but no gun. My enemy at my feet, with a sword up his neck, but without the will to kill.
Bleargh.
A side note, will i be able to kill someone with the person looking straight into my eyes?
Hell i dont wanna know.
She is the woman, and to think about it, human who has impacted my growing the most.
I am a chip of her. Perfectionist, fucked up bossy, yet quiet & solo-istic(if there is such a word), very egoistic, highly sharp & quickwitted. Find excuses for myself that I am always correct, even when externally i choose to give in. I am afraid of failing, yet not worried about screwing things up. Failure is defined as when things dont happen MY way, & things screwed up when things dont go OTHER PEOPLE'S WAY.
& one more thing, rebellious.
Only part of me which follows my dad is that i have a much softer temperment, a much cooler head, which does not give me the right combo.
Its like having a cannonball with not a cannon, but a pistol. All the ammo in the world, but no gun. My enemy at my feet, with a sword up his neck, but without the will to kill.
Bleargh.
A side note, will i be able to kill someone with the person looking straight into my eyes?
Hell i dont wanna know.
Hard life
I choose the hard way, I have been told, & this have been repeatedly drilled into my head, living life the hard way, is the right way to live life.
So much, that i am unwilling to accept an easier route through life. This made sense, at least in the past, but now. It seems not right, to live life the hard way. No, it is right, it always is, but it just seems different now, the determination and perseverance i used to have, not there anymore, all gone. i am now one big lazy sloth.
I rely so much upon others, no one in particular regarding homework, everyone to be precise. Simin gives me much hope.
The only thing i still hold on fiercely, is myself, i wanted to write my entire life story & post it here, but i shall not, its my life, for myself only. & recounting it will make it seem like an understatement, only me myself have lived through it, & no one will understand it as much as i myself do.
I guess its a fear of disappointment. I dont wanna be disappointed in case you guys misunderstood what i have to say. So yea.
This is my life, I am to live it my own way.
So much, that i am unwilling to accept an easier route through life. This made sense, at least in the past, but now. It seems not right, to live life the hard way. No, it is right, it always is, but it just seems different now, the determination and perseverance i used to have, not there anymore, all gone. i am now one big lazy sloth.
I rely so much upon others, no one in particular regarding homework, everyone to be precise. Simin gives me much hope.
The only thing i still hold on fiercely, is myself, i wanted to write my entire life story & post it here, but i shall not, its my life, for myself only. & recounting it will make it seem like an understatement, only me myself have lived through it, & no one will understand it as much as i myself do.
I guess its a fear of disappointment. I dont wanna be disappointed in case you guys misunderstood what i have to say. So yea.
This is my life, I am to live it my own way.
God
God is there whenever I reach for him. His existence is bloody obvious in my life. But whenever I do reach for him, i sense a satisfaction & contentment which I recoil against. i never felt such peace in my life, never before.
Issit because this bliss worries me, that with such peace & bliss in me when I accept God, I wont have anymore drive to do anything I ought to, anything I should, anything others expect of me? Can i always rely upon God, when many a times, I am deliberately going against his will?
What am I, a mere man, a boy, what do I know about life, will things get way worst when I grow older, will such peace still be so easily found?
So many uncertainties. If I cannot accept God now, how am I to do that in the future?
Issit because this bliss worries me, that with such peace & bliss in me when I accept God, I wont have anymore drive to do anything I ought to, anything I should, anything others expect of me? Can i always rely upon God, when many a times, I am deliberately going against his will?
What am I, a mere man, a boy, what do I know about life, will things get way worst when I grow older, will such peace still be so easily found?
So many uncertainties. If I cannot accept God now, how am I to do that in the future?
(:
All men have a sweetness in their life. That is what helps them go on. It is towards that they turn when they feel too worn out.
Simin, you are that sweetness <3
Simin, you are that sweetness <3
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Friday, August 13, 2010
Friday night, 20:41
Simin is so understanding & accepting... I told her that I removed her from my blog's reader list, & she was not upset at all... All I am worried of is that she was merely lying to me... But since she actually couldkeep it check, I should keep it that way... I guess maybe I should begin trusting her? I should have all the time...
Time, it is easier to find time in some 10 marks physics question then in the real world... Sigh... So much things to do, so much things I wanna do... & many of these things I wanna do, if I don't get to do it, I get so upset & uncomfortable that I can't do what I must do properly. So tired nowadays... I can't go on any forced march anymore... I promised simin I won't either... Guess I should just get by priorities straight & then stick to it.
I need determination, a hell lot of it.
Time, it is easier to find time in some 10 marks physics question then in the real world... Sigh... So much things to do, so much things I wanna do... & many of these things I wanna do, if I don't get to do it, I get so upset & uncomfortable that I can't do what I must do properly. So tired nowadays... I can't go on any forced march anymore... I promised simin I won't either... Guess I should just get by priorities straight & then stick to it.
I need determination, a hell lot of it.
thermo-die
dying dice & dicing die. Thermo-die. Sians, thermodynamics is not as tough as it sounded like, all u need is the key to click n presto... Lottery n luck, dice of death. Zzz, FYI, I am in physics class now... Law of thermal conduction... Heehee, gotta jiayous... Never read b4hand for thermodynamics... Guess I should pay attention in class bah... I need not do so, but I want to. Respecting teachers, respecting myself. Okays, stop. NOW!
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Attention
I feel so hypocritic... Listening to both sides of a story can fuzz out the line, but my loyalty is solid. I won't change sides, I won't bloody change sides.
killout
only 3 people can see this blog now. & this number would not rise fast. Hopefully not at all...
I want to write what I want to, not to be restricted by my readers, friends all of u guys are... But if I removed u, I guess I wanna apologize, but bloody hell will I add those KO-ed back in... I guess this apology won't reach those I have blocked. But still...
3, a lonely space of merely 3 people.
What does it mean to be human?
I want to write what I want to, not to be restricted by my readers, friends all of u guys are... But if I removed u, I guess I wanna apologize, but bloody hell will I add those KO-ed back in... I guess this apology won't reach those I have blocked. But still...
3, a lonely space of merely 3 people.
What does it mean to be human?
This is enough
I sense and feel you God, you are within reach, hey, I am actually touching you!!! But my hands are holding dearly onto shit, shit I can't let go.
All I have to do is to let go... I'm afriad, God... That if I let them go & reach out to you... You will disappear... & I will be left with nothing...
My faith is in turmoils
All I have to do is to let go... I'm afriad, God... That if I let them go & reach out to you... You will disappear... & I will be left with nothing...
My faith is in turmoils
Monday, August 9, 2010
blog posting
hahaha, have not been posting... But that can be interpretted in a good way as well as a bad way.
Good as it means I not emoemo
Bad as it means I not free
(: I guess its both bah...
(:
Good as it means I not emoemo
Bad as it means I not free
(: I guess its both bah...
(:
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Wednesday 2nd
phew, done with Chinese compo... Feel so much lighter now without my mind nagging me about an overdued assignment...
Whee~~~ simin accompanied/helped me with the compo! But feels kinda bad... Like depriving her of one of her only times with the 01 girls... But I have to say it felt way better than doing the compo all alone... Not to mention probably a better result too ^^ hahaha... (:
Then... We played netball!!! Woots! ^^ hahaha, at first was simin, weiqi, aisyah & I playing, but then later Sean Pek joined... Had a blast of a time!!! Super happy to play netball like we used to... Later played with juniors as well... Physically more shiok... But emotionally n mentally, I rathered netball with simin...
Hahaha, did nothin' productive tonite, but tommorrow 2 hours break will be fully busy le... Gotto see miss koo at the last 30minutes... Then probably gonna do work b4 that... Hmm...
Tired now, quite satisfied with today... Just one loose end for today...
Whats with the drama?
Whee~~~ simin accompanied/helped me with the compo! But feels kinda bad... Like depriving her of one of her only times with the 01 girls... But I have to say it felt way better than doing the compo all alone... Not to mention probably a better result too ^^ hahaha... (:
Then... We played netball!!! Woots! ^^ hahaha, at first was simin, weiqi, aisyah & I playing, but then later Sean Pek joined... Had a blast of a time!!! Super happy to play netball like we used to... Later played with juniors as well... Physically more shiok... But emotionally n mentally, I rathered netball with simin...
Hahaha, did nothin' productive tonite, but tommorrow 2 hours break will be fully busy le... Gotto see miss koo at the last 30minutes... Then probably gonna do work b4 that... Hmm...
Tired now, quite satisfied with today... Just one loose end for today...
Whats with the drama?
Sunday, July 11, 2010
hah!
I am feeling hopeful!!!
Wheeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~ ^^
Hahaha, cheeseng! I'm gonna post more than you okay! 3 posts a day! Morning, halfway through day & b4 going home!
done with all homework I expected myself to finish. Though left with... Chinese compo... Math assignment... Physics notes practice....
Heh! But I'm gonna do all these next week, needa study Japanese now... But realized that next week's quizzes is listening & kanji, so not too tough, I guess my revision for jap will be mainly just for jap, not others...
& dad has signed my council application form!!! Whee~~ having a shit runny nose, but who cares!!! ^^
Cleared my worksheets, split them into various files...
Lost last sem English notes... & kuoxuan's thumbdrive... Waka...
Never mind, I guess u have to either find it, else buy him a new one...
English-wise... Don't care lah...
Wheeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~ ^^
Hahaha, cheeseng! I'm gonna post more than you okay! 3 posts a day! Morning, halfway through day & b4 going home!
done with all homework I expected myself to finish. Though left with... Chinese compo... Math assignment... Physics notes practice....
Heh! But I'm gonna do all these next week, needa study Japanese now... But realized that next week's quizzes is listening & kanji, so not too tough, I guess my revision for jap will be mainly just for jap, not others...
& dad has signed my council application form!!! Whee~~ having a shit runny nose, but who cares!!! ^^
Cleared my worksheets, split them into various files...
Lost last sem English notes... & kuoxuan's thumbdrive... Waka...
Never mind, I guess u have to either find it, else buy him a new one...
English-wise... Don't care lah...
Saturday, July 10, 2010
11:36 iPod touch
listening to William's castle. A song, obviously...
Today was shit. But feeling better now...
Supposed to be a good day, had philosophy dialogue today, was a slight disappointment... But hey! It was still fun, so does not matter... Then later... Was with cheeseng... Super shit with him... Yes you cheeseng... I really disaprove of your current style of doing stuff... But what am I to say, you enjoy it no? And anyway, I guess I'm upset to everything anyone does nowadays...
Then went home, dad smsed me halfway while I'm on the way home... Actually more like when I am at closing presentation... Reminding me that I lost the home umbrella in such a way which made me damn stressed...
Worried all the home... Turns out mum did not dare scold me: I like half-emo to her the other day... But she ended up with her classical lukewarm attitude, whilst dropping hints all over the place... Super bloody effing irritating & painful...
Went for bible study... Not too bad, john lum asked me to join church choir again... I'm like I will ask parents... Even though I knew no hope le... Just asked lor... Mum said stuff like I should not help out as I can't cope... She does not understand that nothing has ever filled me but God... & now... Whatever lor... Still gonna apply for council though...
Overall: today deproved from good to plain shit, with someone saving me at the end... 2 people actually... Thanks dudes...
Today was shit. But feeling better now...
Supposed to be a good day, had philosophy dialogue today, was a slight disappointment... But hey! It was still fun, so does not matter... Then later... Was with cheeseng... Super shit with him... Yes you cheeseng... I really disaprove of your current style of doing stuff... But what am I to say, you enjoy it no? And anyway, I guess I'm upset to everything anyone does nowadays...
Then went home, dad smsed me halfway while I'm on the way home... Actually more like when I am at closing presentation... Reminding me that I lost the home umbrella in such a way which made me damn stressed...
Worried all the home... Turns out mum did not dare scold me: I like half-emo to her the other day... But she ended up with her classical lukewarm attitude, whilst dropping hints all over the place... Super bloody effing irritating & painful...
Went for bible study... Not too bad, john lum asked me to join church choir again... I'm like I will ask parents... Even though I knew no hope le... Just asked lor... Mum said stuff like I should not help out as I can't cope... She does not understand that nothing has ever filled me but God... & now... Whatever lor... Still gonna apply for council though...
Overall: today deproved from good to plain shit, with someone saving me at the end... 2 people actually... Thanks dudes...
Thursday, July 8, 2010
09:49 8th July
first post via iPod touch...
Being online eats my battery... Not to mention laggi-fies my songs...
Just took sweets from hema... He is actually nice... Just super irritating at times... (:
Looking for peace again... Wah...
How the shit could I lost it just like that... Now... Damn... I'm gonna play netball later must xiaodu...
I don't know how to read you...
Fuck
Being online eats my battery... Not to mention laggi-fies my songs...
Just took sweets from hema... He is actually nice... Just super irritating at times... (:
Looking for peace again... Wah...
How the shit could I lost it just like that... Now... Damn... I'm gonna play netball later must xiaodu...
I don't know how to read you...
Fuck
Thursday, July 1, 2010
In school on 1st of july.
Its raining. ohh baby its raining, raining, ohh baby its raining raining. Baby come into me... come in to me...
random... i dunno what to post, or why i even wanna post...
injured my right wrist yesterday... wah... & its still raining... super sian...
Wonder how life would be like without love. Just being friends with everyone... Would that be a better life?
random... i dunno what to post, or why i even wanna post...
injured my right wrist yesterday... wah... & its still raining... super sian...
Wonder how life would be like without love. Just being friends with everyone... Would that be a better life?
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Adagio
Adagio, a beautiful song.
By Il divo or Lara Fabian, either one, beautiful...
But the fact that the Lara Fabian version is in English, i guess that appeals more to me... But the Il divo cover version was also awesome...
Early Sunday Morning... Random... 1.38 in da morn...
Dunno what to post...
By Il divo or Lara Fabian, either one, beautiful...
But the fact that the Lara Fabian version is in English, i guess that appeals more to me... But the Il divo cover version was also awesome...
Early Sunday Morning... Random... 1.38 in da morn...
Dunno what to post...
Friday, June 11, 2010
Cont.
Needa go offline soon, like more like immediately, pops came out of room, & chased me to sleep...
Zzz. Currently, am reading up on the World Cup teams. Seems like South Korean is the best Asian Representative...
Screw, Koreans again.
Zzz. Currently, am reading up on the World Cup teams. Seems like South Korean is the best Asian Representative...
Screw, Koreans again.
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Second post of da day/night
Today has been shitty, so have been the last few days, kena nagged by mum almost all the time... Wanna go back to school...
Even when i am all alone in school, i at least have some peace, & not get agitated by my mum scolding me & stuff....
Have been posting on my iPod Touch "notes" dont wanna transfer them over... About that, since my pops got the password, im gonna change it now... Kena he read it & I die big time...
Cant even have time for my ownself... All the time either putting on some retarded face, trying to remember what i have yet to do, or just trying to sleep... Zzz, or pretending to sleep...
Now just chilling it off at the couch, though i needa
Even when i am all alone in school, i at least have some peace, & not get agitated by my mum scolding me & stuff....
Have been posting on my iPod Touch "notes" dont wanna transfer them over... About that, since my pops got the password, im gonna change it now... Kena he read it & I die big time...
Cant even have time for my ownself... All the time either putting on some retarded face, trying to remember what i have yet to do, or just trying to sleep... Zzz, or pretending to sleep...
Now just chilling it off at the couch, though i needa
Mix feelings
Posting this song first...
The original "Johnny, I hardly knew ye"
While goin' the road to sweet Athy, hurroo, hurroo
While goin' the road to sweet Athy, hurroo, hurroo
While goin' the road to sweet Athy
A stick in me hand and a drop in me eye
A doleful damsel I heard cry,
Johnny I hardly knew ye.
With your drums and guns and drums and guns, hurroo, hurroo
With your drums and guns and drums and guns, hurroo, hurroo
With your drums and guns and drums and guns
The enemy nearly slew ye
Oh my darling dear, Ye look so queer
Johnny I hardly knew ye.
Where are your eyes that were so mild, hurroo, hurroo
Where are your eyes that were so mild, hurroo, hurroo
Where are your eyes that were so mild
When my heart you so beguiled
Why did ye run from me and the child
Oh Johnny, I hardly knew ye.
Where are your legs that used to run, hurroo, hurroo
Where are your legs that used to run, hurroo, hurroo
Where are your legs that used to run
When you went for to carry a gun
Indeed your dancing days are done
Oh Johnny, I hardly knew ye.
I'm happy for to see ye home, hurroo, hurroo
I'm happy for to see ye home, hurroo, hurroo
I'm happy for to see ye home
All from the island of Sulloon
So low in flesh, so high in bone
Oh Johnny I hardly knew ye.
Ye haven't an arm, ye haven't a leg, hurroo, hurroo
Ye haven't an arm, ye haven't a leg, hurroo, hurroo
Ye haven't an arm, ye haven't a leg
Ye're an armless, boneless, chickenless egg
Ye'll have to put with a bowl out to beg
Oh Johnny I hardly knew ye.
They're rolling out the guns again, hurroo, hurroo
They're rolling out the guns again, hurroo, hurroo
They're rolling out the guns again
But they never will take our sons again
No they never will take our sons again
Johnny I'm swearing to ye.
Zzz, With your drums and guns and guns and drums
Sad song... Pretty obvious lyrics i guess... The poor dude, Johnny, lost pretty much his entire life in the war in sri lanka, Came home & his wife is disappointed with him...
The original "Johnny, I hardly knew ye"
While goin' the road to sweet Athy, hurroo, hurroo
While goin' the road to sweet Athy, hurroo, hurroo
While goin' the road to sweet Athy
A stick in me hand and a drop in me eye
A doleful damsel I heard cry,
Johnny I hardly knew ye.
With your drums and guns and drums and guns, hurroo, hurroo
With your drums and guns and drums and guns, hurroo, hurroo
With your drums and guns and drums and guns
The enemy nearly slew ye
Oh my darling dear, Ye look so queer
Johnny I hardly knew ye.
Where are your eyes that were so mild, hurroo, hurroo
Where are your eyes that were so mild, hurroo, hurroo
Where are your eyes that were so mild
When my heart you so beguiled
Why did ye run from me and the child
Oh Johnny, I hardly knew ye.
Where are your legs that used to run, hurroo, hurroo
Where are your legs that used to run, hurroo, hurroo
Where are your legs that used to run
When you went for to carry a gun
Indeed your dancing days are done
Oh Johnny, I hardly knew ye.
I'm happy for to see ye home, hurroo, hurroo
I'm happy for to see ye home, hurroo, hurroo
I'm happy for to see ye home
All from the island of Sulloon
So low in flesh, so high in bone
Oh Johnny I hardly knew ye.
Ye haven't an arm, ye haven't a leg, hurroo, hurroo
Ye haven't an arm, ye haven't a leg, hurroo, hurroo
Ye haven't an arm, ye haven't a leg
Ye're an armless, boneless, chickenless egg
Ye'll have to put with a bowl out to beg
Oh Johnny I hardly knew ye.
They're rolling out the guns again, hurroo, hurroo
They're rolling out the guns again, hurroo, hurroo
They're rolling out the guns again
But they never will take our sons again
No they never will take our sons again
Johnny I'm swearing to ye.
Zzz, With your drums and guns and guns and drums
Sad song... Pretty obvious lyrics i guess... The poor dude, Johnny, lost pretty much his entire life in the war in sri lanka, Came home & his wife is disappointed with him...
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Today
The Weather is werid. Plain weird. Rain. Sun. Rain. Sun. Rain & Sun. Cloudy. Sun. Screw it. not gonna record any longer... But this kinda weather seems to liven the animals... Seeing more birds today as well... Or maybe its just because im actually watching the weather that i see the birds... & saw a squirrel as well!!! Hahaha, Nothing to do. No one to talk to.
FB-ing quite often. So much that Yos actually said i no life... zzz, possible true... How interesting, that ppl often criticize others, & dont find a single fault in themselves. While others just plainly criticize themselves for every bloody thing bad happening, like the weather, or maybe even an accident thousands of miles away...
Gar... Dont wanna post le. Post later tonite, or when i have the mood.
Hmph
FB-ing quite often. So much that Yos actually said i no life... zzz, possible true... How interesting, that ppl often criticize others, & dont find a single fault in themselves. While others just plainly criticize themselves for every bloody thing bad happening, like the weather, or maybe even an accident thousands of miles away...
Gar... Dont wanna post le. Post later tonite, or when i have the mood.
Hmph
Monday, May 10, 2010
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